There are nights when the wolves are silent and only the moon howls.

Tea, tumblr & toast.
 
great way to spend a day ;D
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
I don't want to see either of you tomorrow.
 

I just don't.
 

 

 
Not yet.

Kelly Clarkson - Dark Side
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Even if i tried, i dont think i could ever put my feelings into words.
 
But it turns out somebody already has:
 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ltun92DfnPY
 
^Every single word.

Emeli Sande- clown
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I talked about it with her today.
she told me i needed to let it out and that I shouldn't feel ashamed to talk about it.
nobody's ever really asked me about it before,
and it's not something I really like to look back on.
I always thought that the reason i was bullied for so long was because there was something wrong with me. That people said those things because they were true.
But she made me feel like it wasn't, and i guess i kind of want to believe that...but i don't yet. maybe i will eventually, but not yet.
 
But i'm glad i spoke to her, she made me see it differently,
that one day i'd stop hating those bullies and will be thankfull that they were there because they made me a lot stronger.
 
I'm trying to think of it that way,
and maybe i will in time.
 
one can only hope.

"To all of my fans, my friends, my family, these are my words coming from my heart, separate from my role as “lead singer of Three Days Grace”.

I want you all to know how very thankful I am for your consistent love, your respect, and you’re undying support. It is important for me to address any concerns regarding my health being connected to drugs or addiction. The truth is, when I was struggling during that dark time in my life, I hit rock bottom, and I had the kindest of people reach out from all over the world, and reach their hands out to help pick me up. I am so blessed to be walking in the light now. I am reminded of your loyalty, always. The truth is, and I’m very proud to say this…, I am sober. That chapter in my life is over.

There have been many defining moments in my life. My time as part of Three Days Grace is most definitely one of the miraculous ones. I have had so many tender hearted people share with me their stories. How I’ve touched, or changed their lives. My truth is that all of the love I have received has forever changed my life. Each letter I’ve read, every picture I’ve been sent, all of the voices I’ve heard sing along with me, I will forever remember, and never forget…

After twenty years of being part of an ever evolving band, I have been inspired by life, to move on and to continue to evolve on my own terms. I could not be more grateful for all the souls who have travelled along with me. A journey I look back on with integrity, and a future I look forward to with such hope. I have always admired brave hearts. Life is always changing. I will continue to follow my heart, and what I love to do. I’m not sure what the next horizon will look like, but I do have all the faith in the world that whatever it is, It’s meant to be, and I have faith that blessings will continue to shine over all of us. I once heard a “brave heart” say:

“When nothing is sure, everything is possible.”

It’s because of my life’s journey, because of all of you, that I believe.

Sincerely, with love,

Adam."
 

 

*sigh*
 

 
Adam Gontier left the band.
 
No more Three Days Grace.
 
The new replacement sucks.
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
I remember the first song you made me listen to.
at the time it was just a song,
didn't realise it would mean so much afterwards
 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lL2ZwXj1tXM

'Failure is inevitable
it's a diferent kind of game
tears are irreversable
it always ends the same
it started off so beautiful
now all it does is rain
 
oh what a shame, what a shame
oh what a shame, oh
what a shame oh
what a shame
 
I always seem to lose
my favourite game.'
 
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Yes indeed I'm alone again
And here comes emptiness crashing in
It's either love or hate
I can't find in between
Cause I've been with witches
And I have been with a queen

It wouldn't have worked out anyway
So for now it's just another lonely day
Further along we just may
But for now it's just another lonely day

Wish there was something
I could say or do
I can resist anything
But the temptation from you
But I'd rather walk alone
Than chase you around
I would rather fall myself
Than let you drag me on down

It wouldn't have worked out anyway
So for now it's just another lonely day
Further along we just may
But for now it's just another lonely day

Yesterday seems like a life ago
Cause the one I love
Today I hardly know
You I held so close in my heart oh dear
Grow further from me
With every falling tear

It wouldn't have worked out anyway
So for now it's just another lonely day
Further along we just may,
But for now it's just another lonely day
So for now it's just another lonely day
So for now it's just another lonely day
For now it's just another lonely day
So for now it's just another lonely day....
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I just feel sad.
 

 
very very sad.
 

 

:(

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
 
coldplay - fix you
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^that song always makes me feel better.
 

I feel adjksndjdbshsnsbsjansjsjk.
 
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"I know you like him."
 
"No you don't."
 
" I do, I saw you. He looked at you and you looked down."
 
"So?"
 
"But I saw the look on your face when you looked back up."
 
Screw you.

'I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone up there will find me
'til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up when everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone up there will find me
'til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, aaah-ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone up there will find me
'til then I walk alone... '
 
Green day <3
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was it all in my head?

Wear your heart on your sleeve make things hard to believe
I'm not feeling the situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like

Me.

'And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am.'